Random mind blurtage

these are thing that don't really fit into anything but i still want to share.

1 - i got pwned by a 13year old, in a unfun way

2 - when i cry i collect my tears in a plastic vial

3 - never underestimate the power of chocolate

4 - questionable content is an awesome web comic, as is xkcd

5 - i have the best friends ever, they accept my weirdness without question

6 - i need to go on a rant about originallity and being compared to other people

Poem

This is a poem that i wrote to express my feelings about a situation with a person. When i gave it to said person they felt like crap, and ended up needing to go cry in a bathroom because it made them more sad that they already were. so here goes....

You opened me from apathy
and hurt me from the start
you built me up and tore me down
i'm done, i've played my part

it was a dream, a simple dream
but now i have awoken
it was nice, for a time
but then you left me broken

you fucked up, and screwed yourself
for reasons i can't explain
you may have made the right choice
but god i hope you're in pain

you may be sad, or just damn angry
but promise that you'll stay sane
people have a tendancy
to get lost on memory lane

i can't explain how i feel
it's to damn complicated
but i can say, at the very least
that sadness is overrated

so please do try, to find yourself
to figure out who you are
it may be brutal, and hurt alot
but if you need me i won't be far

it's not that i hate you or even resent you
it's more that i got screwed over
i just wanted someone to love
not a lying, cowardly, poser

i really do like you, and want to stay friends
but you're the one who has to decide
i've worked out my feelings, i know who i am
but in your heart you let conflict reside

i have a feeling that inevitably
this will happen again and again
unless you can come to terms with yourself
and a new life begin

that's really all that i feel i should say
explaining more i don't think would matter
just please don't give up, and abandom yourself
and end up mad as a hatter


yeah, so that's it. the last line is kind of a reference to alice in wonderland, it's both a jab and a reference to the person this poem was written for. jab because we saw the movie together, reference because he keeps on getting compared to the hatter.

Hey, gues how typical i am!

VERY!!! Yay for being typical, and like oh so many other teen bloggers, not updating... in a really long time...